I don’t want to continue to be what I have lately become not any longer I’ve had enough I want to go back reclaim the person I once was Not so long ago I wasn’t this way back before...you know before he became dangerous just a fool in a New York comic book I could point and laugh and know it was not serious no consequences of any substance I could always find cautions for my judgements reasons to doubt I wasn’t there to see I didn’t have enough information a bad case of good intentions compassion came more easily then Now I speak what I only once imagined I judge in the absence of details I curse based on impression or affiliation I have no patience left for doubt too long exposed to this darkness it has changed me and not for the better I don’t like it I’m going to try to find my way back Marv Himmel ©May 27, 2020